Sometimes the things you learn from a relationship are
acquired best after the relationship has ended.
The process of separation is unique for everyone, and there
are obvious questions we all ask when it is over. I briefly list a few of the obvious ones and
then address a question that I value.
Some obvious but useful questions are:
1.
What was my role in the health/sickness of the
relationship?
2.
How can I learn and grow from that?
3.
What will I change for my next one?
4.
How do I define a healthy relationship?
5.
Am I secure in my own knowledge of self to know what
my boundaries are and how to keep them safe and healthy while respecting my
partners?
6.
Do I have enough love and respect of myself so
as to not be needy and to be able to give love freely?
My question of the deepest value now is:
How do I view this person now? Is it with compassion and love for them as a
fellow traveler through life or do I have negative and constricting
thoughts? How am I managing my energy
while remembering the relationship?
The reason this last question is so significant for me is
because I have a spiritual practice of meditation for enlightenment. Through the process of meditation I have
become more aware of my brain tricks and subtle shifts of consciousness and
fields of energy in myself. It is so
exciting because I can think or say or do something and if I feel my
consciousness restrict or close in I am getting quicker feedback and this
observation enables me to address what caused the constriction so I can clear
it out. I greet the negativity with
compassion, understand it, see underneath it, and put it to peace.
The ex, then, becomes a spiritual barometer. As the formerly wild ambivalent mood swings
between love and hate have narrowed to be a simple clarity of what was, was,
and is not meant to be, and was just a few seconds on this planet of learning
experience, and is now in the past; it
frees the soul to shift, to house new thought forms, and to continue to shift
consciousness forward.
So, what spiritual barometers do you have? Let us lighten up. Blessed BE.